Gots me an iPod Touch :D

Woo! I went to Best Buy after work today so they could check out my Zune, it was under warranty still, and kept freezing up, so they said that I could get an 8gig iPod Touch because they don’t sell my Zune anymore. LOL. So, of course, I was like “Yes!!” It’s awesome because my computer is a Mac, I was worried about not being able to put music on it when I leave for college, so problem solved, plus, in the end, I saved $50 because the iPod Touch was more expensive than my Zune! YAY!

Wow…I almost wrote AiPod on my tags…XD; -shot-

Wooo

Last day of work until Saturday~

I need to find another job. ._.; How sad is it that that is priority number 2? Number 1 is all Canada trip stuff. XD

AHHH!!!

NO, KOHARU! Just no. Go back to being kiddish and ugly!! D:

She told me to go with my gut. I did.

Now I’m hated.

I did what I thought was right. Sorry.

Huh…

Just a lot of thinking lately…

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell. I know, right now you can’t tell, but stay a while and maybe then you’ll see a different side of me.

I now remember…

Now I remember why I hated serious relationships, why I wanted to keep it simple until the day I died.

Because every time I fall in love, something goes fucking wrong. I don’t want things to be wrong, I don’t want to make her hurt. But it’s my fault. I know it is. If I never existed…this would never have happened. She would be perfectly fine, everything would be okay for her.

I’m a selfish beast for loving her.

Postwhore CHAMP!!

I won JpHiP’s first official Postwhore Olympics by over 250 posts. LOL I almost beat Masa, who (because he’s an admin) does not count, I lost by 26 posts to him. D: So close!!

This makes me oddly happy. XD

Really good day!

For some reason, today has been extremely good! ^_^

I went and dug up parts of my grandparent’s back yard to help install a beepy dog fence thing for Jack. Stopped off at Wal-Mart to pick up things for mom, and went to a production meeting. Just randomly in a good mood~! I haven’t felt this great in a while.

What am I supposed to say? That I WANT her to take the chance of throwing away everything that could be a good future for her just for my sake? That I WANT to be the one for her, even if everyone else would hate it?

There are more important things than me, I’m sorry to say.

Mad as a Hatter

Oh, how fitting that saying is as of lately, ha~

I don’t know if I’m angry, happy, or upset right now, but I just want to laugh. Haha, something must be seriously wrong with me, but I’m sort of okay with it at the moment!